Contents
Special Guests Issue
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The Bird in the Bush: Semipermeable Selfhood: ICFA 43
Guest
of Honor Keynote Speech 8
Nisi
Shawl
Curating Science Fiction in the ‘Rainbow Age’: A
Discussion in
Several Parts: ICFA 43 Guest Scholar Keynote 22
Farah Mendlesohn
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Deep Sea Speculations: Science and the Animating Arts
of
William
Beebe, Else Bostelmann, and John Wyndham: ICFA 42
Guest
Scholar Keynote 69
Stacy Alaimo
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Conversations with Creatives: Interview with Neil Gaiman,
Conducted by Novella Brooks de Vita online at VICFA
2022,
“Building Inclusive Worlds and Global Representations
in the
Works of Neil Gaiman” 92
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TOO LATE/NOT TOO LATE: Jeff VanderMeer’s Discussion
with Alison Sperling at ICFA 42, “Climate Change and
the
Anthropocene” 117
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Healing Our Histories Through the Lens of Horror:
Guest
of Honor Plenary Address Online at VICFA 2022, “The
Global
Fantastic” 132
Tananarive
Due
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Utopianism After Utopia: VICFA 2022 Guest Scholar
Keynote 152
Bodhisattva
Chattopadhyay
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REVIEWS
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Tananarive Due, Steven Barnes, and Marco Finnegan’s The
Keeper 177
Rev.
by Aaron Kashtan and Kevin Maroney
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The Bird in the Bush:
Semipermeable Selfhood:
ICFA 43 Guest of Honor Keynote Speech
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HIS SPEECH IS ABOUT WHO I
AM and therefore it’s also about who you are.
All of you. All my relations.
There are eleven parts to this speech, so let’s get
started. First:
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I am born.
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This
statement, famously, is the title of the opening chapter of Charles Dickens’
novel David Copperfield. In line with
the tradition of the pseudo-memoiristic fiction of that
time and earlier, a large part of its text deals with the narrators’
forebears. Before “I” even take the
stage, I am of others: of my mother,
of my father, and of their mothers and their fathers. I am in relationship to them and to all my
ancestors, and all their ancestors: genetic, intellectual, spiritual, animal,
vegetable, mineral, ALL are my relations.
Into this web of being I am born, already connected to it.
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I am a child.
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As
a child growing into the world, exploring the world, learning the world, I of
course wondered at the ways of the world’s adults: what they thought, what they
did, what they said. And one saying I
often wondered about was this: “A bird
in the hand is worth two in the bush.”
That made no sense to me at all.
Two birds are manifestly worth more than one bird, right? And with that second option you’d get a bush
as well, and probably some nice berries on the bush also, right? Even one bird with a bush just had to be
worth more than one bird without a bush.
When I finally got an accommodating grownup to explain this
discrepancy I learned that worth is a function of possession: what is
possessed—and only what is possessed—is valuable. And possession means control. If there’s no control, there’s no possession. The boundaries of the self
do not extend beyond the limits within which the will dominates and
controls. The saying boiled down to
defining these limits. Physically
controlling the bird was the goal. Only
by holding the bird could one be sure it was one’s own.
I have kept this lesson front and center throughout my
life. I tested it, questioned it, looked
for examples of how it worked. And how
it didn’t work. I studied it.
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I am a nerd.
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As
a student in Kalamazoo Public Schools’ science classes I learned two words that
have helped me understand the implications of the aphorism about the bird in
the bush: “meniscus,” and “semipermeable.”
A meniscus is the sloping curve formed between the surface of a liquid
and the walls of the container in which it is held. It’s really important to be able to
understand this when making exact measurements.
Liquids will cling to their containers’ sides, and if you’re measuring
the amount of a liquid against marks made on these sides you need to take the
liquid’s meniscus into account. By
holding a liquid, a container changes it.
Possession affects what is possessed, and it does so in a way that can
distort how we perceive it. Possession
is not influence-free. The hand changes
the nature of the bird.
The concept of semipermeability,
featured in this speech’s title, bears even more closely on my ruminations on
the bird in the bush. I first came upon
it in biology. It seems our bodies are
full of semipermeable membranes. There
are semipermeable membranes in our lungs that allow certain gas molecules
through and keep others from passing.
They form filters in our digestive systems. They are selective barriers. They let certain items in and keep others
out; they exist for certain things and for others ils
n’existent pas.
They’re situationally dependent objects, and though they exhibit a very
refined degree of control they do not rule.
They do not dominate. They
mediate. They exchange.
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I am a hippy.
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It
has been said that anyone who remembers the 60s didn’t truly experience
them. It’s also been said that much of
the era popularly referred to as “The 60s” happened in the 1970s. I can tell you that that second statement is
fairly accurate based on what I remember—which is quite a lot, though I assure
you I was really “there.” Or maybe I’d
better say I was really “then”? My
“there” was mostly my birthplace, Kalamazoo, Michigan, with side excursions to
Scotland and New Mexico’s Gila National Forest and Beloit, Wisconsin, and then
with Ann Arbor, Michigan as my last and longest-lasting home.
In 1970 in Kalamazoo I became best friends with Katree Duncan. Katree and I rambled around hugging oaks and yearning after
the moon. She played for me and taught
me the meaning of this somewhat risqué but extremely relevant song:
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Three maidens a milking did go; three maidens a milking did
go;
The wind it blew high, the wind it did blow low,
It tossed their petticoats to-and-fro.
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They’ve met with a young man they know; they’ve met with a
young man they know;
And they asked of him, if he had any skill,
To catch them a small bird or two.
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“Why it’s yes, I’ve very good skill; why it’s yes, I’ve very
good skill;
And if you’ll come with me, to yonder greenwood tree,
I’ll catch you a small bird or two.”
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So it’s off to the greenwood went they; so it’s off to the
greenwood went they;
And he tapped at the bush, and the bird it did fly in,
Just a little above her lily-white knee.
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Her sparkling eyes they did turn around; just as if she had
been all in a swoon;
And she cried “I’ve a bird, and a very pretty bird,
And he’s peckin’ away at his own
ground.”
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Here’s a health to the bird in the bush; here’s a health to
the bird in the bush;
And we’ll drink down the sun, we’ll drink up the moon,
Let the neighbors say little or much.
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So now I had another model for the
interaction of birds and bushes and ownership, in which the bird was “pecking
away at his own ground.”
In Beloit, on a 1971 road trip visiting
college campuses I found further proof that the boundary of my body was a
non-absolute, and that physical control wasn’t an actual prerequisite for identification. Granted I was stoned. I had smoked some marijuana, and okay, I had
smoked a whole lot of
marijuana. And I was still smoking it
when I somehow saw myself from across the dorm room. For seconds I was looking through the eyes of
Rick Maxon, one of the Maxon twins traveling along with me in the school
van. Through the eyes of Rick, who was
seated several feet off in a wine red armchair.
The bird, the bush, the hand—all the
aphorism’s elements had switched places and so had subverted its message of
containment and discretion. I took that
subversion to heart.