Prologue
"So tell
me," the young policeman said, pausing to lick his pencil point,
"when was the last time you saw this god?" He had a smooth face, this
policeman, with blond hair slicked back into a ponytail and a loop of gold
chain through one earlobe. He looked up expectantly, an expression which
smoothed his face out even more until he looked like a blond egg.
"You can't be
serious," Father Rameau said. "My God didn't do this! He doesn't
commit murder."
"We're not
accusing-him, is it?" The policeman made a note and his Academy ring
glittered. "But it did happen in his temple. He may have seen
something."
"It's not a
temple," Father Rameau said. "It's a church. There's a
difference." He hoped nobody asked him to explain the difference, because
he couldn't have come up with one on the spur-of-the-moment.
The policeman looked interested, though, and was just opening his mouth when
his partner knocked on the open door. Rameau liked the partner better because
he was older and a bit fatter; also, he was respectably dressed in a suit and
tie. No uniform and none of the Academy trappings.
"The necromancer
says she doesn't have a time of death," he said now.
"Who's
examining? I thought we had Magister Klimt."
"Yeah. He says
this woman doesn't have a time of death. Parts of her
died up to ten years ago."
"Then you can't
blame my God," Rameau said, grasping at straws. "We've only been in
Osyth for three years. And this church just opened last night."
"No one's
blaming any god so far as I know," the partner said. "In the scriptures, when gods kill people they want the credit. If a
god had done it, there would have been a press release by now."
Rameau didn't like him anymore.
Chapter One
The woman next to
Teddy Whin was trying to check her makeup in the baggage claim window. All
Teddy could see of herself in the window was the round outline of her head and
a hint of glitter from two bright eyes. Since Teddy already knew she looked
like a gerbil she ignored these in favor of pressing her nose against the
window, putting her hands around her face to make a viewing-tunnel, and looking
through her reflection into the world before dawn.
She saw a roadway
curving in from her right; on the other side of it, the slabs
and columns of the Osyth International Airport's parking structure. Torn clouds
hurried across the sky and a single branch nodded into and out of the light
from the window, its tiny leaves flashing gold-edged neon green with every nod.
Taxi drivers in windbreakers dodged drips from the overhang as they loaded
luggage and travelers. Reflections sparkled on the wet pavement and danced in
wind-blown puddles. When Teddy craned her neck, she could see a bit of horizon
past the end of the parking structure, the beginning of day peeking over it.
She squinted at the
streetlight closest to her. "They're green."
"You're just
used to those sodium lights in Selanto," a voice from behind her said.
"Neil!"
Teddy turned away from the window with a grin. "I was starting to think
you forgot."
"How could I
forget a five thirty pick up? Not that I didn't try."
Looking at Neil
Torecki, Teddy felt herself grow up. Her old profs at Selanto had still seen
her as a graduate student, and that had made Teddy feel young and excited for
about a day. She had spent the rest of spring break rediscovering that Selanto
demonologists thought female students were luxuries-charming and decorative but
not really capable of accomplishing anything. Now she
was home, though, and in one giddy flash became the established demonologist
with nothing to prove, the one who set the standards! It was like waking up
from a bad dream. Relief flooded through her, and she gave the surprised Neil a
quick hug.
"It's so great
to be back! If I ever talk about wanting to be a grad student again, put me out
of my misery."
"The joys of
Selanto, huh?"
Neil smelled like
linseed oil. His curls were red, his eyes green, and he had a smear of yellow
paint along his jaw. The rest of his face was the kind of pink that never
tanned. His clothes-an old-fashioned tailored shirt and tweed pants-might have
seemed stodgy except for the streak of paint on one thigh. There was something
perverse about painting in good clothes. Something Teddy associated with
avant-garde artists of an earlier era, arrogant men who lived on martinis and
sucked the life out of their more talented wives. But Neil's snub-nosed face didn't look arrogant. It looked determinedly cheerful, as if
he were covering something up.
"How'd you get
paint on yourself at five a.m.?"
"I was working
all night."
"Big project,
huh?" The baggage carousel gave a clank before Neil could answer, and they
walked over to where half a dozen other travelers had leapt to attention. One
of them had a cup of coffee; the smell was heavenly.
"Why didn't you
put your luggage in a bolt-hole?" Neil asked, peering into the carousel's
maw. "It looks as if everyone else did."
"I didn't want
to waste the power," Teddy said, swallowing a yawn. "We'll be
invoking in a few hours, won't we?" Neil didn't
turn around. "What am I missing here?"
"There's no
invocation this morning," he said. "It's IDA planning week."
"Omigosh!"
Teddy said, her jaw dropping. "I can't believe I forgot about IDA!"
"You really were
in Selanto." Neil chuckled. "Though I would've thought they'd twit
you about it nonstop."
"No, they're
pretending it doesn't exist. The only organization they ever mention is the
Demonological Congress, and then they look at you in this sort of 'dare you to
say a word' way. And I needed too much help to make people hostile... so, who
all's gone?"
"Warren and
Russell, and Patsy Hoth," Neil replied.
This made sense.
Warren Oldham and Russell Cinea, the senior demonologists at the Royal Academy
of the Arcane Arts and Sciences at Osyth, had helped found the International
Demonological Association and never missed its spring board meetings. And Patsy
Hoth, the Academy's lecher, had been rising through the ranks of the IDA ever
since the incubi she studied had been reclassified as first category demons.
"I'm surprised
you didn't have to go," Neil added.
"I'm not on the
board this year," Teddy said, before yawning out loud this time. "We
do a lot more switching off in the Feminist Magicians' branch. So are we
invoking at all this week?"
"I don't think
they'll be back until next week, and James is in the field."
Teddy gave a little
skip at the thought. "Cool! I can loaf around all day and get over my jet
lag."
Neil looked at the
carpet.
"What's
wrong?"
"I won't be
invoking with you anymore," he said, his tone defiant. "I'm leaving
the department. I'm joining Arcane Arts in the fall."
Teddy woke up.
Information pumped through her blood, as hot as coffee. "Arcane Arts! When
did this happen? And why on earth?"
"I sent in my
letter two weeks ago."
"You didn't tell
me."
"Because I knew
you'd be like this. 'Arcane Arts!'" he mimicked. "Why does everyone
say it like that? Arcane Arts has been around longer than Demonology."
"Well, yeah...
" Teddy's tactful fading away wouldn't have
fooled anybody. "You were sure to get tenure in Demonology. Why switch
horses? Won't you have to start all over? And what are you going to live on
until then?"
"That's why I
made the switch-I got a big commission for a rush project somebody bailed on,
and I couldn't pass it up. It'll count toward tenure
in Arts. And my work in Demonology counts too, particularly since I published
those two books."
The two books Neil
referred to-The Bottle‑Imp
and Inside the Red Box-were
illustrated fairy tales for children. Teddy owned both of
them, and part of her was relieved that she didn't have to justify
giving someone tenure in Demonology at the Royal Academy on the basis of two
children's books.
"Still, you were
sure to get it," she said, to Neil and to that part of herself. "You
saved all our lives when that demon got loose."
"All I did was
push a safety switch in the pentarium," Neil said. "Do you think I
want to spend my life having that explained to grad students who wonder how I
rate?"
"Grad students
take that sort of thing as given," Teddy said, waving her hand. "We
would have been explaining it to junior faculty." That was when she knew
she was fine with Neil's leaving the Demonology Department. "We'll be dull
without you," she said, as if to apologize for caving in so quickly.
"So, what else haven't you told me about?"
He didn't
look at her. "I'm moving in with Bill," he said.
"Wha-"
Teddy shut her mouth.
"Wha-
what?"
"Wha- wow,"
she said. Lame. "You mean
Bill Navanax?"
Neil glared at her.
He took two steps forward until he was standing beside the luggage carousel and
Teddy could only see the back of his head. There was paint on that, too, as if
Neil had been twisting his hair the way he did before an invocation. Damn! Where
did this come from? Trust Neil to jump into the middle of the biggest scandal
in all Osyth!
It had been almost
three years since Gordon, Bill's ex, was burned for making illegal metals, but
the rumbling around Bill had never died down. He'd
been the real metals expert in that couple-the one smart enough not to get caught!
-and he hadn't done himself any favors since by hiding away in the Alchemy
Building, earning a reputation as a nasty drunk. She would have had a serious
talk with Neil about this, if anybody had only seen fit to tell her what was
going on. But now it was too late. There were times when she had to keep her
mouth shut or lose a friend, and Teddy hated those times. "Are you moving
into his house, or is he moving into yours?" she asked.
"His," said
Neil. "It's bigger."
"Then I guess
it's really nice of you to give me a ride," Teddy said. Bill Navanax lived
in the suburbs to the west of the airport. Neil was going out of his way to
drive Teddy to her apartment in the city of Osyth's low-rent North End.
"I'm heading
into town anyway," he said. "My studio's just around the corner from
you."
The carousel began to
jerk and Teddy's suitcase tipped out, the purple and orange ribbons she had
tied around it trailing behind. She and Neil had an excuse to stop talking and
jump into action, and then they were outside in the wet wind, dragging her
luggage across to the parking structure under a brightening sky. The clouds had
almost all blown away and a bird began to sing.
One of the
streetlights along the sidewalk flashed blue as Teddy stepped under it with her
backpack. "Are those watchlights? Somebody put a lot of energy into
that," she said, looking up.
"It's a Public
Health project," Neil said, popping the trunk. "Are you carrying
something magical?"
"Always,"
Teddy said. "Are all of these watchlights?"
"One a kilometer
out here, and every fifth light in the city."
"But why? Since
when have we needed watchlights?"
"Since
forever," Neil said, crossly. "Just because you think demons are good
fun-"
There was no talking
to him. Teddy slammed the car door and buckled herself in. The skyscrapers of
Osyth rose ahead of them as Neil maneuvered the car through heavy commuter
traffic from the southern suburbs. He followed most of the cars off the
highway's third exit onto a city street. Watchlights flickered green and blue
as far as Teddy could see, showing where incubi, ghosts, or demons might be
passing. Vampires might be lurking in the shadows, or brownies going about
their household business. Conspicuous magic,
Teddy thought. She couldn't imagine a bigger waste of
power than watchlights in a city on a ley-line.
"They've been in
the works for a long time," Neil said as the traffic thinned. "Public
Health got nervous. Warren and Russell losing their souls didn't help."
"They
didn't-" Teddy stopped. There really wasn't a
good excuse for Warren and Russell. Senior demonologists were supposed to keep
track of their souls, something that had been pointed out to her several times
in Selanto. That still rankled.
"Public Health
doesn't know how good they have it here," she said stoutly. "Do they
have any idea what it's like in a country where magicians and demons are at
war? There's a new demon in Selanto that's killed four
people this semester, and the faculty there were practically slitting throats
to get the first crack at binding it. It's a possessor, too-feeds on
despair-and word was that some of them were using their grad students as
bait."
"That sucks,"
Neil said without much attention. Everybody knew the University of Selanto was
like that. "What demon?"
"The name
they're using is Antimora, but it's not a true name. At least, no one's been
able to bind it using that name."
"Crap! You're sure?"
The car swerved.
Teddy grabbed at the dash.
"Watch it! Of
course I'm sure. Would I be alive if I got demons'
names wrong?"
"We got that one
in an invocation right after you left," Neil said. "It was scary as
hell."
"What's it
like?"
"Really
calm," he said. "About Russell's height. Gray. It looked like one of
those old statues of the mysteriosa, with the robes and the wings. Remember
those?"
Teddy nodded. The
mysteriosa stood at street corners all over Selanto, relicts of a religion long
abandoned. Only the statues of the Bright Lady outnumbered them.
"But when you
looked under the robe, it was on fire. Flames all around it-it spoke to
us," Neil said.
Complaining about
that didn't make any sense. The whole point of
invoking a demon was to speak with it.
"It spoke to
each of us, and none of us heard what it said to the others."
"Ooh,"
Teddy said. That was an issue. A
demon's magic should not be able to reach out of the pentacle and affect the
magicians who had invoked it. "Why didn't anybody tell me about
this?"
"Russell didn't
email?"
"Uh-no."
"That's
weird," Neil said. "I can't give you a clue on that one."
"So what did it
say?"
Neil made a face.
"Believe it or not, we didn't figure out what it had done for a while.
Each of us thought we were the only one it had spoken to, and the things it
said-well, they were the sort of things your friends don't
bring up later. You know?"
"Like
what?"
Neil sighed.
"Typical demon crap, I don't know why we paid
attention to it. It told me I was a charlatan, pretending to be qualified, that
sort of thing. How many people would die because I'd fall apart when it really
mattered."
"That is
crap," Teddy pointed out. "You saved us all."
"Yeah, but
somehow that didn't mean much... I guess it told each of us what we were afraid
people were thinking. And then when nobody else mentioned what it had said, we
thought they were being tactfully silent, and it took almost a week before we
started to figure it out. Susan was the only one really speaking to anybody
else by then. You're lucky you missed it. And it's a
possessor?" Neil shuddered so hard that the car did a little jig.
"That has to be why the watchlights. But it never came back," he
said, as if to reassure himself. "If a possessor were in town, Warren and
Russell would never have gone to the IDA meeting. Probably our demons drove it
away. You know they're actually getting their union
set up? I think Nezumia ate everything that wouldn't join."
"Wow. I can't believe nobody told me any of this! What else happened
while I was away? Did goblins take over city hall, or all the maintenance
people sprout wings, or something?" They'd
reached downtown Osyth, and Teddy looked out the window into a city that had
apparently forgotten all about her as soon as she got on the plane to Selanto.
It looked back, big and bland, its sharp-edged
buildings set back from the streets on sterile pads of concrete. More green
watchlights flashed by as the car moved from downtown's wide spaces into the
narrower streets of North End. Now older shops and factories crowded forward,
pushing their rough faces and security-barred windows toward the sidewalk.
Teddy liked these stores better. They made an effort. No pretensions, she thought. These stores
knew what they were here for-to get people's money-and didn't
hide it under any veneer of respectability. It was when you hid things that you
faced problems like having a demon point them out... She wondered mightily what
the demon Antimora would have said to her, had she been present at that
invocation.
"The demon
probably made you believe what it said," she responded. "If it could
talk to you with magic, through the lines, it could make you believe it the
same way."
"Yeah, probably.
It's all over now, though. Especially for me."
"But you quit
Demonology. And-" Teddy did mental math. "Did you quit before or
after you found out what the demon had been up to? You can't let a demon trick
you out of your job!"
"I quit before
break," Neil said. "It didn't take any demon to tell me. I used to
wake up in a cold sweat every morning, just thinking about the invocation and
what would happen if something got loose again... I don't know how you can
bounce into the pentarium and call up a demon as if it was some
kind of party."
"I don't
know," Teddy said, flattered. "It's just what I do, I guess."
"Not me,"
Neil repeated. "Not anymore."
He pulled over in
front of Teddy's building, a four-story brick structure built in a grander era.
Its door was flanked by dirty pillars, and worn faces with their noses knocked
off looked down from over its windows. The streetlight above them flashed blue
and then the whole line of lights went out at once, their cold glare replaced
with gold as the sun peeped over the mountains to the southeast. Looking north,
Teddy saw the crenellated top of the city wall leap into sight behind still
shadowed buildings, like a stage set with the Royal Academy's trees and roofs a
backdrop behind it. Pigeons wheeled up from the wall, white against the sky. A
siren wailed somewhere behind her and a clock chimed seven uncertain notes. She
craned her neck to look past Neil, to where a streak of light hit her window
three stories up and glinted off the golden wards that hung there. Looking up,
she felt herself glow in return. Home!
"Whoa,"
Neil said. "What's that?"
"What?"
His finger pointed
down the street to Teddy's right, where the watchlights still shone a pale
green in the shadow-except those at the next corner down, which flared a vivid
blue, almost violet. By the time she had registered that, the purple blaze had
run up the line of streetlights almost halfway to where they were parked.
"Shit!"
Neil said, starting the car up again. It jerked forward and died.
Neil wrestled with
the key for a moment, but the wave of purple was almost upon them; Teddy could
feel the cauld grue running before it, a sick wave of
cold in her bones.
Neil gave up on the
car and threw his arms around her. "Hold still," he said, his voice
thin. "I have a ward against it-"
Cold was all around
them, swirling and pushing, and Teddy felt Neil's wards and her own flare to
life.
"Against
what?" she said, as the seconds passed and nothing happened. Neil loosened
his grip on her, a little shamefaced.
"I don't
know," he admitted. "It's just that we were talking about
Antimora."
"I have a ward
against it too," Teddy pointed out. "From Selanto Public Health. But
you're still my hero." She patted his hand before leaning forward to peer
through the windshield. "This thing's really checking us out, isn't it?
Look at the wards on my building." Every first-floor window was lit up
like festival lights, and as they watched, the sparkle worked its way up until
Teddy's third-floor windows blazed out almost too brightly to watch. The grue faded away, the light in her windows
went out, and the demon was gone.
"If I were
really a hero, I wouldn't let you get out of the car."
"If you're
really a hero, you'll recognize that I'm safer up there than anyplace else in Osyth,"
Teddy said, and opened the door. "Come on, give me my luggage. I really
need some sleep."
***
First sunlight woke a
pigeon dozing on the back of one of the benches spaced along the city wall. The
bird flustered into the air and flew in circles, looking for another perch;
most enticing was the gilded flame atop a spire rising from just inside the
wall. The spire was square, wide-based and with sides dented in like a
magician's hat, which meant any cats climbing up it would be easy to see from
the top. But the pigeon could find no footing on the flame. It slipped,
rebalanced, clutched and fell before it fluttered down to the brim of the
magician's hat and settled with great ado, scrabbling on the tiles.
Inside, the noise
echoed through an open room that contained little except an altar pushed
against the back wall, a crystal lamp burning on it, and a large-boned, paunchy
man kneeling against the altar rail. The lank brown hair fringing the man's
tonsure matched his robe. He looked up at the noise, raising a blunt nose and a
square face that would never look ascetic. Wide-set gray eyes blinked on either
side of the nose, distracted, and the man looked down again hastily as if
scolding himself.
Father Rameau was
scolding himself, but listlessly and without hope, for he had come to know that
he was no worshipper. When he had first walked up to the Sacred Flame, in its
courtyard in Selanto, for one moment he had been alone in the world. There had
been nothing else, no distractions, and he had seen a life of ceaseless
adoration stretch in front of him, but where had that clarity gone? Now, the
minute his knees hit the floor, all Osyth seemed to clamor for his attention.
Was that a noise? A waft of air? A bit of dust? And on the news that morning, a
child lost, a man arrested. Outside, sirens blared, raised voices
and running footsteps called to him-and that dratted pigeon again, flopping
about on the roof. Rameau opened his eyes in fury, and all around him the
church seemed to gloat. 'Made you look!' it said, and he glared around it,
cataloguing the things he might set to and fix, move, or scrub within an inch
of whatever life they had. The church would be sorry it had insisted on his
attention. Having glared it into submission, Rameau turned back to the altar and,
looking under it from a new angle, saw a pair of feet.
He would never have
noticed if the altar cloth had hung properly, but it was rucked up on one edge
and he could see a pair of narrow, child‑sized feet right under the
boarded‑up window. They raised up as if their owner stood on tiptoe or on
toes made into hooves. Rameau stood up, crouching over so as not to lose sight
of the feet. They didn't move, and from his new
position he could see that there was no room above them for a body between the
altar and the walled-up window it was shoved against. Still, he climbed over
the altar rail as stealthily as a large man in robes could manage, got back
onto his knees (and the church kept silent!) and crept up to the altar, under
it, until he was within arm's length of the feet.
By then he could see
that there was no body above them, only the flat ovals where legs had been
broken off. They were relicts such as he'd seen in
other parts of the building, scars of an older religion that had built the
church. He put his hand out and felt their narrow arches, the ridges of carved
bones and the way the toes became hooves. The ladies who set the altar must
have known about the feet and not told him. Perhaps they were hedging their
bets, unsure of which religion would prevail, or they might have felt nostalgia
for these bits of the past. The statue would have stood a‑tiptoe before
the north window, looking out toward the ley‑line and inviting its
kindred in. "Not anymore," Father Rameau said, sat up incautiously,
and cracked his head against the bottom of the altar. He heard a tone as if his
head had been a bell, and was not surprised to see the sanctuary transformed
when he peered out. It always came on with a tone like a bell and lightness in
his chest.
He should have seen
an open space, its scarred floor littered with dust and plaster, new pews
stacked in one corner, covered by a tarp and by dim colors from the
stained-glass windows that were still occluded by thick plastic and
scaffolding. But instead the sanctuary stretched before him as a maze of
high-walled pews, with bewigged and beribboned heads popping up out of them
like gophers. The windows behind them, clear and diamond-paned, looked onto a
cobblestone street. Light falling over his head from behind the altar told
Father Rameau the old north window was there in this time, and the great wall
of Osyth was not. The ley-line looked into his church,
and prancing with it came the little feet and their owner, a faun with its goat
tail standing up behind it and its little pizzle standing up before. Down one
aisle and up the other it pranced, and as it passed heads came together, sank
sideways behind the pew walls, and Father Rameau saw the opal glow of incubi
dancing through the church behind the little creature. He blinked, leaned hard
on his burned hand, and the vision was gone.
He crawled out as he
had come, stood up and looked around the sanctuary. Nowadays, if reopened, the
north window would only give a view of the city wall. But he had no plan to
reopen it. Nor would he ever let the lamp before it go out. The Sacred Flame
burned there and drove off things that had such feet. The windows to the right
and left of him were warded with gold chains and medallions, and the ones in
front of him on either side of the door were even better protected by the First
and Second Prophets in all their stained-glass glory. Before the week was out,
this empty room would be filled with all the trappings of worship, and the two
prophets would look down into it from the flames through which they had
ascended to heaven and made a mockery of death.
Father Rameau sighed
happily, looking over the house of God; he raised his burned hand and gave it
his blessing, and then stepped out onto the sidewalk. He looked right and left
before locking the door, to admire the windows from the outside. The
watchlights turned blue in the distance-that meant something. By the time
Father Rameau had thought this, the lights had gone blue all the way toward him
and were flaring purple over his head.
A bell sounded in his
head again and the street faded away. This time he saw a field of orange fire.
It gathered around him, burning and freezing at once,
and in its center a flaming face appeared, smiling gently at him. The face
opened its mouth. If he heard its voice nothing could save him... With a wrench
and a wordless cry, Rameau threw himself back into the sanctuary. But when he
looked up from the floor, there was no flame or face, only the first sunlight
running down a shaft of dust motes toward his feet. Rameau pulled back in a
panic, and the sunlight seemed to coil in on itself and snarl, but it was just
an eddy of wind, one that made the Sacred Flame on the altar jump and flare.
***
Neil waited for his
heart to slow down before he pulled away from Teddy's building. It seemed wrong
to leave her there, but she was far better with demons than he was. She hadn't even been fazed by that thing rushing toward them!
But Neil wouldn't have been either, if those stupid
watchlights hadn't shown it. The grue
hadn't been that strong. No stronger than he had felt
every day in the pentarium, or at least twice a week in his studio around the
corner, the corner he had just passed. Darn!
There was nowhere for him to go now, in the early commuter traffic, except
through the North Gate to where the row of evergreens that fronted the Royal
Academy lay before him, an unwelcome sight.
"Crap!" he
said, looking at the trees with a moment of panic. He stood on the brakes, but
honking from behind told him he must turn right or left on the Academy Ring
Road: left toward the Magic Building, or right toward the Sorcery Complex. He
chose right, pulling in to park at one of the pubs across from the teaching
hospital. This was not the first time Neil had driven to campus without
thinking, as if the Academy were pulling him back. It wasn't
the first time he had left his car here in the parking lot of The King's and
walked back to his studio on the other side of the city wall. The waitress in
the nearest cafe knew his face.
The sunlight Neil
stepped out into raced down a busy street, bouncing off cars and buses on its
way from east to west across the Osyth Plateau. A line of trees to the north
and a line of shops to the south kept the light on its course. Behind the shops
the city wall of Osyth stood up three stories tall. He could see its oldest
levels of cut stone between the shops, and its newer brick‑and‑rubble
layers above them. A few heads bobbed along the top, the wall serving as a
commuter path for people who, like Teddy, lived in the low‑rent district
on the other side.
Most of the people
Neil saw up there would come down the North Gate stairs and cross the Academy
Ring Road at the light, go between the trees, and turn right, walking toward
the Sorcery Complex and teaching hospital. They would replace the tired,
scrubs-clad figures who were jaywalking across from the hospital and hurrying
past him toward the Salamander Cafe's
low door. Neil hustled after them into a busy room that glowed orange in the
morning sunlight, like a pumpkin shell turned into a coffee shop by some happy
magic. He found a seat by the window, in the light, and his cup sent up an
artistic swirl of steam that might have congealed into a little imp or a
dragonet.
A confused,
night-chilled bumblebee zoomed in the open door, following a shaft of sunlight.
Squeals tracked its progress across the room, but Neil didn't
watch. He sighed and stretched out his legs, and inside his head he heard
everything Teddy hadn't said about Bill, about Arcane
Arts, and about Neil himself. But he didn't hear it in
Teddy's voice. He heard it in a smooth gray voice full of knowing. The bee came
back and Neil batted at it, but he was really driving something else away.
"Work
awaits," he said to the dregs of his coffee, and, finding that it didn't sympathize, threw it into the wastebasket. Sunlight
caught the cup's wet rim, making it blaze up for an instant as if it were on
fire, and looking up Neil saw everything around him edged in flame. He groaned
and shut his eyes, but then an orange field filled his vision-flame made solid.
Giving up, he went back out onto the street.
Instead of crossing
over to the Royal Academy at the light Neil turned left, walking back through
North Gate. The gate proper arched over a two‑lane street, filled with
bumper‑to‑bumper traffic; it boasted a portcullis with spikes a
half‑meter long, almost scraping the tops of the city buses that inched
under it. Neil passed through a smaller arch over the sidewalk and then he was
back inside Osyth. Shopkeepers bustled on both sides of North Avenue, unrolling
awnings and sweeping up. Neil turned away from them,
walking toward the sunlight as best he could in the tangle of narrow lanes.
Within two turnings
he was in a slum, walking by neglected buildings, rubbish, rats
and skeletonized cars. He dodged the overflow from garbage cans and stepped
over something that could have been a man or a man's possessions, bundled up in
a filthy blanket. Nobody disturbed strangers in this quarter, because of what
came over (or under, or through) the wall from the ley‑line. Neil's ex‑colleagues
in Demonology might have poked the bundle, but they would have been looking for
ghosts or vampires.
Neil felt more
nervous the further he walked. Bits of emotion came up in his head, snatches of
conversation, and the effort of not letting them fit together gave him a foggy
feeling. He stamped his feet and shook his head, muttering to himself, and once
he stopped in a building's cold shadow and addressed the air fiercely.
"You can't just ignore things," he said to it, and it had no
counterargument. Neil felt as if he had lost, just the same. He felt his
shoulders slump as he crossed Granary Street to his studio.
This building, an old
limestone warehouse with three-meter-high double doors, stood pristine in a
line of graffiti‑covered hulks. A golden eye was painted on the window of
each polished door. The eyes were slightly crossed as they looked down at Neil.
He held up his driver's license and bowed, and the doors silently swung open.
They let him into dark hallways, spangled over with chartreuse and purple by
his sun‑filled eyes. By the time his eyes adjusted to the darkness he was
at his own second-floor door, pushing it open and stepping back into sunlight
that whirled around him like flames jumping back from every canvas in the room.
Flames alone, in studies; flames as little parts of larger pictures. Men in
flames, what was left of men after flames. Towering over them all was an oil
painting of a man almost twice life‑size, with his gray hair and beard
done up in braids, surrounded by flames. He looked at the viewer with blue eyes
and a gentle face. His counterpart hung on the opposite wall, dark-bearded, blazing and angry. Neil looked at each one of them, and that
foggy feeling came up inside him again. "You can't just ignore
things!" he said. But the men looked back at him, finished. The windows
Neil had patterned after them stood, completed except for the glazier's last
spells, in the Church of the Sacred Flame ten blocks away. Their gazes pitied
and accused the artist who wouldn't move on when a
project was done.
"All right,
then," Neil said, sullen. He went around the room turning paintings to the
wall, but it felt wrong; he turned them out again, looked at them, and sighed.
"I'm not done with it yet," he said to the men on the wall. "I
may be done with you, but I'm not done with this." He looked at his
painting gear and the canvases stored at one end of the room, moved a few of
the flame paintings to the rack of failures to be painted over, and sighed
again.
Every time he walked
across the room, Neil passed closer and closer to the television and VCR in the
corner, and at last he gave up and sat down on a stool in front of it.
"Damn," he said, and switched it on.
Nothing told the
viewer where this video had been taken. It showed a city square, such as lay
before the Hall of Justice in every major city Neil had visited. Surrounded by
red stone municipal buildings, with a row of judges in black robes standing
behind the stake, it could have been from any time in the last three hundred
years except for the green dates blinking along the bottom of the screen, and
the fact of a videotape at all. If the dates were to be believed, this tape was
less than three years old. Neil might meet those judges today, walking nowadays
streets without their robes or wigs or hanging faces on. He might run into one
of the guards who now marched into view, half-dragging their inert prisoner, or
shake one of those hands that lit the pyre. Because this was Osyth, the summer
before Neil had come to live here. He had missed all this excitement by just
one month.
And the inert
prisoner who looked like no competition, or else an unbeatable competitor,
being so much more dead than Neil himself could ever hope to be-that was the
person Teddy would have named if she had finished her 'Wha-' in the airport.
'What about Gordon,' that's what she would have said.
What about the man Bill had loved before he met Neil, the alchemist executed
for making illegal metals. It was hard to believe that making a new metal could
change the world enough that a man should die for it, but here he was in the
video, dying before Neil's eyes. Here were his name and crime, scrolling along
the bottom of the screen. 'Gordon Weyerhauser, release of unauthorized
elements.'
The man at the stake
jerked a few times, as if he were checking the chains that bound him there in
the fire. It roared up at the movement, wrapping around him, and Neil
swallowed, but he couldn't look away from the monitor;
he didn't want to miss what came next, when the camera swung, almost casually,
as if whoever held it were simply turning on his heels as a man might do when
bored. The flames went out of one side of the image and people came into the
other side in a mass of too-close blurry black until the autofocus made them
real. Neil saw Cham Ligalla from the Demonology Department and Magister Vinca
from Alchemy, with his round face drawn down in harsh lines. Vinca was not
looking at the burning, though he had his face to it. His eyes slid sideways,
and the camera followed them to a tall, long-faced man who stood apart from the
rest, his hands behind his back.
The man had dark
hair, deep-sunk eyes with purple stains under them, and a big triangular nose.
His face fell down in vertical folds from the
cheekbones as if it were half empty. He was wearing a white button-down shirt,
a brown suit and a brown tie, and he probably had
those very items still in his closet, but Neil couldn't be sure because all
Bill's clothes looked like that. How still he stood! Like a statue cast of
metal, he stared straight ahead. The first time Neil had seen Bill Navanax's
face, his hand had fairly itched to draw it. But now he practically lived with
that face, kissed it, saw it every morning and every night, and he had not put
one line of it on paper. If we broke up
tomorrow, he thought, this is all
I'd have to remember him by. Something
happened out of the camera's sight and Bill's chest gave a jump, but his face
did not move. The camera began to swing back past Vinca, toward the pyre, and
Neil put his hands over his own face. His eyes burned.