The Alien In
Charge tires of the waiting game and says, “Well, it would appear that our
young warrior is a black warrior.”
I'm somewhat puzzled by the
remark. I'm of typical north continent
stock. I'm about 6 feet two inches tall,
I weigh about 200 pounds, I have a light olive complexion, green eyes and black
hair. Since I spend almost all of my
time indoors, my skin color is very light, almost
white. It seems strange that the AIC
would seize upon my closely cropped black hair as a prime distinguishing characteristic. Then again, the aliens have little or no hair
on their heads.
I ask. “By Black Warrior,
do you mean my hair, sir?”
The AIC’s face twitches
slightly and he leans a bit forward. He
lectures me, “Living creatures project a sort of ... aura about them. The aura is faintly detectable, at least if
one is trained to detect an aura. You
have no such aura. There's a story of a
warrior with no aura. He's called Black
Warrior.” The AIC delivers his little
speech in an odd sort of accent. It's a
light sort of accent, probably just a matter of phrasing. Having spoken, he waits for my response.
Seeing that a reply is
expected, I decide to try to learn something.
I say carefully, “I haven't yet encountered the Black Warrior story in
my studies. I'll ask my teachers about
the story. I hope the Black Warrior was
a skilled and loyal sort of fellow.”
(One thing to always remember, when dealing with adults, is that they
expect to have their ass kissed in a socially expected format. Referencing teachers respectfully and
espousing socially accepted characteristics is a good start and you don’t even
have to pucker.) I wait for a reaction
to my reply.
The AIC thinks my comments over
for a long time. He then asks, “If
you're not Black Warrior, what is your name?”
What's my name? Something over six years of repressed fear,
hate and denial erupt inside my head!
If I'm to continue to survive,
I have to remain calm, somehow! I clamp
down hard on my raging emotions. A half dozen years of living on the edge trains even a child
in the control of his emotions. The
control is a matter of absolute necessity, in order for me to survive.
The best way to remain calm is
to analyze the situation. I can better hide my emotions and buy more
time if I vocalize, “Well in the society in which I was born, it's normal for
parents to give the child a first name and a second name. The child’s third name is the father’s third
name. For the last six years the Rustat Academy has been my father and my mother. The Rustat Academy
has never given me a first or a second name, but rather an identification
number. Academy doesn't seem like much
of a third name. It would appear that I
must search for a name. Why not just
call me Searcher?” (“Not too bad”, I think. “I have,
once again, managed to produce the type of pseudo serious crap to which adults
respond well. I might even survive to
face another day!”) Again, I wait to see
the reaction to my latest effort.
The AIC muses, “Searcher seems
like an odd sort of name ... What then
of your actual parents?”
I think for a moment. The AIC wants some sort of emotional reaction
from me. I think of trying to fabricate
the reaction, but the risk of a fantasy is way too high. I simply reply calmly, “What then of my
actual parents?”
The AIC makes no reply. Strangely, my choice of a name gives me some
calmness. Calm is good, but the thought
intrudes, “For what am I searching?”
Maybe that last is a part, at least, of my search.
The AIC, apparently seeing that
he'll get nothing more of interest by discussing my name, takes a different
tack. He says with false heartiness,
“Well, Searcher, the Rustat Academy has provided you
with a good and thorough education ...”
I quickly jump in, “If I may
politely correct you sir, the Rustat Academy has
provided me with only a part of an education.
The law states that I must receive education until I have finished my
sixteenth year.