BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR
Extract
- © DrkFetyshNyghts 2022
The bar was still buzzing at gone 1am.
"Deeply submissive sounds good to me. What
else? Come on, you're on a roll now?"
Laura was smiling and peering over the rim of
the glass as she sipped more red wine. Blaise didn't
so much hesitate as pause, considering her words, and which she would use. She
was using what she had learnt from her divulging her dark secrets to Carla as a
guide.
"I've got this real hangup about being
utterly dominated by another woman - an older one. The complete power exchange
thing, but rather than me handing over power, it's
taken from me. You know like I've got no choice in it.
I know it's completely fucked up but I'm trying to be
honest."
She took a deep breath so that the words
could just hang there for a little while. Laura didn't
say anything either, she just wanted to let the vibe sink in. And if she was
honest with herself her interest was more than perked.
"That's some deep
shit Blaise, but I get it. You're deep into the
psychological aspect. You're probably sexually excited
by the 'danger' of it. Because you know that it is dangerous, right? That's about you placing your entire trust in someone, maybe
even a complete stranger. And the depth to which you are taken in your
fantasies, has to be a scary thing. I get it. And it's the older woman because she had more experience in
life. The kind of woman that you mean, has years, maybe decades of doing what
you imagine she does behind her - stuff that you have yet to imagine."
It was Laura's turn to pause. She was
beginning to look on Blaise in a different way - that
other self of her's was stirring inside her now and it was no good her trying
to suppress it.
"Yeah I know it's
deep, I know it's dangerous and I know that part of this that drives me IS the
danger. That, but also the thing, the idea of having no way out is just a big fucked up turn on. It's a fucking
nightmare that is with me sleeping or waking. I've
never thought of 'why' the older woman, but what you say makes perfect sense.
The experience, the coercing me into the unknown. That all makes sense yes!"
Blaise was kind of trying
partly to dismiss her own words but Laura touched her hand again.
"It's ok, like I said, I get it. I get it
from the submissive point of view, and from the dominant angle as well. It's very powerful. It's very, I
don't know the word, addictive. Yes that's right, 'addictive'.
And it's the kind of thing that once you get a taste
of it in real life, could, probably even would take a hold of you and drag you
in deeper."
Blaise was nodding, she was agreeing with
everything that Laura was saying. She couldn't
possibly know that this woman was in the early stages of manipulating and
coercing her already. Laura had got Blaise's attention that's
for sure.
"I mean, I'm not masochistic, in the physical
pain sense, but what I think about this older woman dominating me, residing in
my head, coercing me, using me, defiling me, there is no sight of a limit to
what she can do to me. It's fucked up I know it is.
But I told you, you wouldn't want to be looking inside my head."
Blaise sounded sulky, almost
like she shouldn't have spilled what she spilled to this complete
stranger and yet something else she couldn't know was that when she spoke, the
depth to which she spoke and the darkness at which she hinted was triggering
that other self in Laura, and there was no way at the time that she could know
that. Or that physical pain would be very much part of her journey.
"On the contrary, I'm intrigued. You're obviously an intelligent girl and know what you
fantasise about or crave, isn't normal. Of course it's
not. But tell me more about you. Are you in the city alone, do you have family
here?"