PART ONE
What is PAST IS
PROLOGUE
William Shakespeare
The Tempest
Act 2 scene 1
CHAPTER ONE
"I'm here to see Dr. Lefebvre."
"Oh yes!" the attractive administrative assistant bubbled, just as
Dr. Thierry Duvalier was about to offer his name; adding: "She's expecting you."
The pretty brunette eyed him unsubtly while ushering him with an inviting smile
into a back hallway which was home to a line of offices. He noticed that the
door of the last one on the right: their apparent destination, had been pushed
open in anticipation of his meeting with the occupant inside.
Dr. Thierry Duvalier had arrived in Paris last night at half-past
ten, on the train originating from Brussels. He had checked into the hotel,
ordered a late night snack that would double as his dinner, and settled down to
wait for room-service after undressing and slipping on the terrycloth robe embroidered
with the Ritz Carlton logo that had
been left for him hanging on the bathroom door-hook. When his food arrived, he had
stretched out on the king-sized bed with the platter beside him and his lap-top
on his legs, opened to the intriguing case summary authored by the
mentally-afflicted subject's treating physician: Dr. Genevieve Lefebvre, the chief
of psychotic disorders at L'Hôpital Universitaire Pitié-Salpêtrière Psychiatric Institute.
Dr. Lefebvre was more than just an impressive physician with an
equally impressive professional title to Thierry, though. 'Gennie' (as she
liked to be called) had been one of his interns fifteen years ago when he led a
resident-team on the general medicine floor; and he would never forget the
sweet yet bitter taste of their short-circuited romance. At the time, they were
star-crossed due to Gennie's whim-like romantic obligation to another-unwavering
one moment and faltering the next; but now, more than fifteen years later, he
hoped for a more decisive alignment of fate's starry-eyed constellation.
He thought nostalgically about her while re-reading the medical
treatise, typed out by the same fingers that had briefly entwined with his, a
decade-and-a-half ago-her words on digital-paper describing the patient who called
herself Susanne Bruante: a woman who claimed to be a time-traveler, allegedly stepping
into a distant relative's life and living as an
imposter for a full ten years, from 1886 to 1896. Thierry took a bite of the jambon-beurre
corresponding with each of Gennie's many insightful talking-points: the
same ones which had ultimately convinced him, after his initial review of the
mini-treatise two weeks earlier, to accept the consultation job in his native
city. The professional opportunity to study such an intriguing case was
compelling, although his concurrent goal was to cautiously stir the simmering
coals of a prematurely-arrested love-affair-this latter aspiration spurred on
by the subtle encouragement he had heard in her voice when they had spoken of
the potential consultation, more than once, on the phone.
Tomorrow, he would step into his role as visiting scholar-the
endeavor solicited by a thoroughly perplexed Parisian psychiatric team led by a
woman who had been committed amorously to someone else in their medical
training days. Her faithfulness to 'Marc': her college sweetheart who was
working for the Peace Corps in far-off Senegal at the time, seemed half-hearted
at best-her irresolute promise of chastity bent if not completely broken in an
impromptu tête-à-tête one night with Thierry while they were both
staying overnight in the hospital, on call.
There was no question in his mind that their one intimate encounter had
been fueled by shared passion; but the engine promising to propel them from an
aborted one-night-stand into a long-lasting, meaningful relationship had been cruelly
sabotaged by Gennie's one-sided guilt. From what Thierry had been able to infer
from the tidbits of information offered up rarely by the woman of his dreams,
Marc's true intentions were as confused as Gennie's-a circumstance that cheapened
Gennie's grudging sense of accountability to a long-distance lover, making her maddening
sense of allegiance seem naïve and foolhardy rather than admirable and stoic...especially
in light of her conflicted but seemingly powerful feelings
for Thierry.
"I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you," she had whispered in
his ear that night-of-nights-the very words suggesting she had done just that.
The indirect confession hung in the non-existent space between them expectantly
as they lay naked together, their bodies pressed tightly against one-another on
the narrow call-room bed. "I can't; I just can't," she added softly, her
meaning unclear; but a moment later as she gave him clear permission to continue
with an impassioned, pleading, and almost desperate kiss, it seemed obvious
that she was struggling with an existential, emotional dilemma rather than a
physically-restrictive one. Her eyes were closed as if not seeing...not looking
at what she had started would magically erase her fervor and make the reality
of the moment disappear; while from behind closed lids she offered Thierry her
intimacy without a hint of equivocation-and he responded in-kind.
Before he knew it they had repositioned themselves head-to-toe and
toe-to-head in a smooth choreography-hands replaced by lips and tongues, mutually
executing the most primal of pleasurably drawn-out dances, the wild performance
ultimately climaxing with the feminine half of their reciprocity exultantly satisfied.
The masculine, however, remained patiently unfulfilled, but stood firm-hopeful
and ready. May I? he had asked with soundless action, lying expectantly
now on top, his hips pressed tentatively against hers in preparation for full
consummation should she give him leave.
The moment of uncertainty hung in the air with the heady, sweet
aroma of 'her' that wafted into his very being with every insinuating breath.
She would say 'yes'...of course she would-after coming
this far, to the very brink of dual gratification promising to bind their
destinies together, forever. But, no...her answer was 'no'-the shock of her
unexpected rebuttal reinforced when she gently pushed him away with two palms
on his chest.
He rolled away to give her space, dumbfounded by her rejection and
feeling embarrassed by presumption-but really, could anyone blame him for
assuming? She sat on the edge of the bed, her expression hard to read in the
muted light but seeming to reflect a chaotic mixture of regret, sadness, and
determination. "I can't," she repeated dully, even though what had already
transpired almost certainly counted as 'you already did.' There could have been
more...should have been more-but there wasn't;
and Thierry's quiet, personal tragedy was reinforced as Gennie dressed in awkward
silence, slipping into her hospital scrubs and closing the door with finality
behind her. So it was that she left him, that night and forever (he thought)-to
sleep in the adjoining call room while he lay awake, nursing a perplexed and injured
sorrow.
He didn't push it, since it was stingingly
clear that her mind was made up. He put on a brave face, for sure-outwardly smoothing
things over, even going so far as to praise her decision as morally correct, while
on the inside he nurtured a profound disappointment that she hadn't
'picked' him but rather, chose someone else. When the rotation ended they went
their separate ways, saying a stilted, 'friendly' goodbye-she to a psychiatry residency,
and he to neurology; and 'that was that'...until now.
To say he was surprised when she phoned him out of the blue, fifteen
years later, would be an understatement. She needed his help, on the surface;
but below-decks, the tenor of her voice implied that she might be interested,
in a parallel agenda, in revisiting their unfinished past. The unsolicited reunion
with Gennie and all of the potential for life-changing
repercussions aside, Thierry was equally curious about the 'other' woman: the
mysterious patient who called herself Susanne Bruante-the key, perhaps, to unlocking
and proving a career-making scientific theory. Tomorrow he would have a chance
to hear the 'subject' of his trip to Paris recount, in her own words, the far-fetched
accounting of her delusional albeit 'memory-based' (Thierry theorized) experience.
Indeed, Gennie's unwillingly-committed convalescent alleged that she
had originally become a time-traveler slightly-less-than ten years earlier, in
2011, when she had intentionally 'hijacked' a portal opened by another
chronologic-journeyer: a misplaced relative from 1876 named Nicole Bruante. This family-member's confabulated genetics had
enabled her to transform Gustave Courbet's erotic painting The Origin of the World into
some kind of a 'Time-Tunnel' that she referred
to as a Virtual-Hole. The fascinating mental-patient
asserted with distinct psychotic zeal that she had subsequently been conveyed back
to present-day 2021 precisely a decade later (time passing here and there at
the same second-by-second speed) by some type of science-fiction-like trickery
executed by an entirely different meddling ancestor named Elle Bruante,
on the 'other side' of the connection between 'today' and 'yesterday'.
Of particular interest to Thierry's medical specialty, and the specific reason he had agreed to
function as a consultant in the case, was the often-times true-to-history nature
of the patient's descriptive experience that seemed to validate her 'memories'-which,
he postulated, were actually the recollections of her long-deceased relatives.
The proposed triad of paranoid schizophrenia, a probable mixture of more than
one personality disorder, and a suspected memory 'ailment' made the case
unique, and particularly relevant to Thierry's career-long research-focus,
striking a chord in his training as both a neurologist and a psychologist.
His plan was to conduct a lengthy conversational interview with the afflicted
subject, beginning immediately after his debriefing first thing in the morning with
Gennie; and, if his evaluation led to the preliminary impression that he fully expected,
he would arrange the patient's transfer to his facility in Belgium for intensive
therapy under his care-an endeavor that would be well worth the administrative hassle
if the subject under scrutiny eventually yielded the proof he needed to
validate his neuropsychiatric research.
Before agreeing to take the consulting job, Thierry had thoroughly
reviewed the at-first perplexing medical records accompanying Gennie's
professional plea for his involvement, which he ultimately felt certain he understood
when viewed in the context of the unique variant of an uncommon
psycho-neurologic syndrome that he had formulated as a preliminary diagnosis. After
drawing his tentative conclusions a few weeks ago, he had confirmed in a
lengthy telephone conversation with Gennie that the patient's ailment did
indeed appear to fall under his area of expertise-if his hypothesis was
confirmed.
So, after the high speed train trip from Brussels to Paris and an
impromptu hotel-room dinner enjoyed with his ex-(not-quite)-girlfriend's
mini-dissertation opened on his lap, he fell into a fitful sleep filled with dreams
of a prior call-room encounter confused with museum exhibit-room time-traveling
escapades transpiring 'in the buff'. In the morning, bleary eyed from a not-so-restful
sleep, Thierry had taken a taxi in early morning traffic to Pitié-Salpêtrière and found himself
following the pretty brunette administrative assistant down the hallway, his
heart thrumming wildly in his throat. She led him through the half-open door to
the last office on the right, to an exciting but uncertain professional and
personal destiny.
CHAPTER TWO
The door closed behind him with a finality that clearly stated there
was no going back now; but when he saw her he thought: why would I ever want
to?
Of course he had searched her
hospital profile-the marketing persona created by the health-systems public
relations team consisting of a photographic image of her top-half clothed in a
crisp white lab coat, accompanied by an impressive bio that thoroughly
described her achievements and expertise; but the PR piece hardly did justice
to the real-life woman standing up from her desk chair to greet him. Fifteen
years had passed but she didn't look a day older. She was
something so much more than beautiful, now even more than then: her face
a chiseled sculpture of classic lines and her body's gently-exaggerated curves
nothing less than idyllic. Her hair was still a wind-blown field of Nordic winter-wheat,
and her eyes as crystal-blue as a clear, crisp glacier-fed lake. His heart cried:
I have missed you so as she made her way around the desk, hesitating for
just a moment before taking the few steps necessary to bring them face-to-face.
She met his eyes, and he-hers. "Hello, Thierry," she said softly, waiting
for him to make the next move. Her hands were folded in front of her, a perfect
invitation for him to take them in his...which he did, since this form of greeting
represented a fitting display of just the right amount of subdued affection.
"You look well," she commented, pressing her palms fondly in his.
Her smile was warm and sincere, but also tentative...as if she wasn't
quite sure if he held a grudge for what had happened between them years ago,
and if so to what extent.
"You too, Gennie," he replied, which was really an understatement,
since she looked nothing less than phenomenal.
"We should talk...about 'us'," she stated quietly, disengaging their
hands gently as if discussing their 'broken' past required breaking the bond of
touch between them as well. "I was so confused, back then..." she began to
explain, looking away. He needed to put her at ease or else the awkwardness
would sabotage everything professional and personal between them for the rest
of the day...and potentially well beyond.
"I agree, for sure; but how about we save it for over dinner-business
first, then pleasure? There's a nice restaurant at my hotel-my treat, of course."
Her demeanor eased to less tense, almost immediately. "Oh, that
would be lovely! Shall we call it a 'date', then?"
"That goes without saying! It
will be so very nice to catch up with you,
Gennie."
As he noticed her breathe a visible sigh of relief, he knew that his
warm and genuine offer, completely devoid of resentment or anger, had produced
its desired effect. Apprehensions allayed, she offered him a seat and
positioned herself directly across from him-her shapely legs crossed. A few
minutes later, after ringing for beverages, she expertly balanced a cup of café au lait on her delightfully-exposed
thigh, while Thierry assumed the same pose seated in a matching upholstered
chair, but sipping a black double espresso instead.
"I can't tell you how pleased I am that you agreed to this
consultation, Thierry. She's been here since early March, and despite
state-of-the-art psychiatric management for schizophrenia, she still firmly believes that her delusions are true."
The psychiatric patient in question had been discovered by a
security guard in the famous Musée d'Orsay art gallery after hours about
four months ago, having set off the alarms by violently removing Courbet's
erotic masterpiece The Origin of the
World from its wall-display and physically accosting it before collapsing
on the floor-delirious and semi-conscious, in what appeared to be a classic
psychotic break. Leading up to her bizarre emotional outburst, she had presumably
hidden somewhere with stealthy premeditation prior to the museum's hour of
closing-perhaps holed-up in a utility closet waiting for the opportune moment in
the middle of the night to execute her bizarre and mentally-unstable plan. She
had been rushed by ambulance through a driving pre-spring rain to the nearest
medical facility, followed by her prompt transfer to Pitié-Salpêtrière where Gennie had been waiting expectantly to
accept the perplexing case.
When her delirium and amnesia eventually cleared, the patient swore
up and down that her name was Susanne Bruante, asserting that her twenty-first
century identity had been stolen by an imposter-Nicole Bruante: her
great-great-great grandmother, of all people, who had been inadvertently
transported from 1876 to the year 2011 by hallucinogen and genetically-induced
time-travel. 'Susanne' alleged that Nicole had inherited a specific double
mutation-pairing in an X-linked gene coding for a hormone called chronotonin, whereas
Gennie's patient had inherited only one. Both mutations were apparently
required to open a Time-Tunnel, rendering herself: a single-mutation
carrier, incapable of doing so. However, by latching onto someone with two
instead of one DNA alterations, Susanne had managed to subvert (or be subverted
to) the time-traveling process not once, but twice.
The first time the 'hijacking' was intentional when, in 2011, Susanne
had schemed to have Nicole open up a Virtual-Hole
leading from 'here to there' that Susanne subsequently appropriated, passing
through alone after pushing her relative aside at the last moment. The second
time, occurring just a few months earlier in the here-and-now, had been unintentional,
when Susanne had been tricked into riding along as a passenger with another
conniving relative named Noëlle (abbreviated 'Elle') Bruante: her
great-great-great-great grandmother. This time the journey had
occurred from 'there to here' rather than from 'here to there'-a very tall-tale
representing Susanne's ludicrous explanation for a delusion-shrouded arrival in
present day Paris in the early morning hours of 1 March,
2021. Thierry literally couldn't wait to hear the
entire far-fetched story culminating with the details of exactly how Susanne
had been hoodwinked by Nicole Bruante's mother-straight from the horse's mouth,
when his interview with the woman he believed to be suffering from a unique
triple-malady would shortly begin.
Susanne had quoted a bizarre set of time-travel 'rules' that
supposedly predicted her return to the same present-day Time-Shell (as she referred to it) from which she had previously exited
in 2011, but at a parallel point in the forward march of time: exactly nine
years, eight months and two weeks later. Applying this axiom to her make-believe
journey accounted for just short of a full decade of time's passing, both there
(1886 to 1896) and here (2011 to 2021)-an entirely crazy postulate that only
someone crazy could create; so naturally she was duly committed and remained
under a 'house arrest' of sorts in the mental facility where she was still
being treated. Her confinement had been justified in part because she had no
confirmable identity and thus could not be released to any responsible party's
care, but also due to an unspoken concern that she might be a danger to herself
or others.
Thierry had been told that not only had their soon-to-be-mutual
patient 'confessed' to murder of a relative by poisoning (according to her
bizarre time-traveler's pretension), but that she had also demonstrated real-life
non-fictional violent tendencies illustrated in her act of defiling and
damaging a priceless national treasure. She had zealously created a torn and
crescent-shaped defect in The Origin of the World canvas with her fist
and boot-heels in the exact location of the anonymous model's explicitly
depicted genitals, almost as if she had been fulfilling a personal vendetta
against the erotic poseur; and if she had not pleaded innocent on the
basis of insanity for the desecration of a priceless piece of artwork, Susanne
would have faced criminal charges and potentially even prison-time rather than
indefinite treatment in a psychiatric facility.
Exactly this had happened to a man named Andrew Shannon, who had
been sentenced to six years in prison after he walked into the National Gallery
of Ireland in Dublin in 2012 and punched a hole in Argenteuil Basin by Claude Monet (1874)-a painting worth £8
million. In Susanne's case, her violent outburst and
the resulting adulteration of not only Courbet's erotic masterpiece but also
three Degas nude sculptures that had been chipped and cracked when overturned,
had become the focal point of an international repair project led by a team of
acclaimed art restorers.
"As you know, our working diagnosis at first was paranoid
schizophrenia-the inherent variety favored over drug-induced, since her 'tox-screen'
was negative." It was well known that certain hallucinogenic drugs, most
notably PCP, could not only cause acute psychosis when ingested in excess, but
could also bring about permanent chemical changes in the brain with repeated
use that occasionally led to the equivalent of chronic schizophrenia. If
Susanne's blood and urine toxicology testing had failed to detect any of these
illicit substances on the day in question, that suggested but didn't prove a constitutional malady. Thierry knew as well
as Gennie did that one negative test did not necessarily mean that Susanne was
not a 'user', and that the psychiatric consequences of ingesting mind-altering pharmaceuticals
related more to the 'build-up' of these chemicals in the brain rather than from
acute intoxication. "But when her delusions persisted despite a variety of
medications appropriate for this diagnosis," Gennie continued, "it became quite
clear that we were focusing on the incorrect disorder."
"Are you medicating her now?"
Gennie responded by shaking her drop-dead gorgeous head 'no' while
placing her now empty cup on a small circular coffee table positioned slightly
off-center between them, drawing attention to carefully manicured nails on long
and delicate fingers. Thierry carefully suppressed his elation when he noticed that
she wasn't wearing an engagement or wedding ring, leading
him to hope that she hadn't married Marc; or if she had, the union had
ended in separation or divorce. "We
ultimately discontinued all of her anti-psychotics since they made no
difference whatsoever in her mentation, which seems normal now except for some
interesting and often abrupt fluctuations in temperament, demeanor and mood.
She claims to have been the nude model for a variety of artists, including-can
you believe it-my great-great-great grandfather, Jules Joseph Lefebvre."
"That's an uncanny coincidence."
"No kidding. You see, she also claims to be a direct descendant of
Gustave Courbet. He and my great-great-great grandfather were artistic rivals: something
very akin to enemies; so, the delusional happenstances just keep coming."
"But there's no way she could have known that you would end
up being her treating psychiatrist!"
Gennie shrugged. "Who knows. I'm a
prominent name in the Parisian medical community, so it's not inconceivable
that a repressed desire for my help led her to subliminally plan the psychotic
break in a way that would ensure my involvement. It would have been easy enough
for her to call the hospital operator posing as one of my patients to inquire
about the on-call schedule. But regardless, she describes other unlikely and
unethical brushes with artistic greatness centered around alleged family members
that only serve to further illustrate the depth and scope of her mental
disorder."
"For instance?"
"For one, she affirms that
she had an incestuous sexual relationship with her great-great grandfather:
Martial Caillebotte, and posed for him as the model for an ultra-erotic set of
photographs that she calls the 'bodyscape' series. She says she became his
insincere lover, manipulating him with seduction into unwittingly betraying his
very own brother, Gustave Caillebotte: whom she actually admits,
in her fantasy, to killing with lethal-if-ingested film-developer
painted onto the back of his collectible, 'lick-able' postage-stamps. Her goal
in all this, allegedly, was to gain early access to a hefty inheritance. These boasts
are only figments of her imagination, of course; but they show she has no sense
of right or wrong."
Thierry seconded Gennie's diagnostic thoughts. "These are hallmarks
of a sociopath, for sure. There's no question in my mind that she has that particular personality disorder...as
well as others."
Gennie's interest was definitely piqued-his
intention of course, since this was a woman that he was almost desperate
to impress, this time around more than before. "Go on," the most beautiful
woman in the world implored; and he was ever so anxious to oblige.