The smell was the
first thing that triggered the memories of my time held in the cell. A damp, musty, hot scent that burned the back
of my nose brought me back to reality and face to face with him. He watched me as I was led towards him. His eyes glared at me and inspected every
inch of my body and swollen abdomen.
Smiling, he
stood up and mocked me by bowing at my feet.
“The
illustrious queen returns,” he shouted.
“The shadow queen herself stands before us. We must rejoice.”
Inside, my
heart thumped hard against my chest and my baby moved, brushing limbs against
the inside of my womb. Silently, I
prayed to Lilith, and to anyone who would save me. How I regretted leaving Ysoriel
and walking into this trap.
“Giselle, I
knew you would come to me. I could sense
the darkness in you the very first time I saw you. You may be a picture of innocence on the
outside, but inside you are dead and cold just like the rest of us. Welcome home.” He brushed his hand against the side of my face,
smiling, as his eyes, yellow and feral, stared hard into mine. The same sinister eyes I had seen in my
dream.
He took me by
the hand and led me away from Mara and Bernael,
taking me into a large oak lined room and closed the door behind us. I stood frozen, trying to control my
breathing.
The urge to
scream was almost uncontrollable, but something inside stopped me. Instead, I looked ahead, focusing my gaze on
a bizarre portrait that hung over the wrought iron fireplace. It was unusually misplaced in a world that
was anything but calm. A brown haired
woman stood by a large chestnut tree, her limbs were pale and lithe, and her
face was beautiful. Her dark blue eyes
focused on the small child next to her, and the child looked up at her with
total love.
I was so
fixed on the image of the mother and child that I had not noticed the roar of
the fire, until the screams caught my attention. I tried to shield my ears from the screams so
piercing that I almost fell to my knees, but slowly they died, as did the
flames.
Laughing,
Xavier rubbed his hands together and sat down in a large, ornate chair. Running his nails along the arm, he let out a
deep breath, and sighed.
“Another soul
damned. I do enjoy these moments. It fills my,” he thumped his chest, “with so
much joy.” Then his eyes turned cold and
mean.
“Why have you
brought me here?” I asked, controlling the tremble in my voice.
“Dearest
Giselle, need I really point out the obvious factors to your return?”
“But I don’t
belong here. I just want to return to my
old life.”
“Your old
life, my dear child, is a thing of the past.
Look at it as being a decayed memory, something distorted, and, given
time, you will soon forget the ways of the old and embrace the ways of the
new.” He smiled at me.
From deep inside
me, I could feel a surge of something creeping to the surface. A rush of adrenaline ran through me, and
before I could think about what I was saying, it came out.
“I think you
mistake me for the simpering little girl from before.” I walked over to him. “But you see, people change, and I have seen
so much in the past few months that you no longer scare me.”
“Now this,
this is the fighting talk of a queen,” he said exuberantly.
“What?”
“I knew it
from the first moment I set my eyes on you, that you were worthy of the crown.”
I stepped
back from him and shook my head. “No, I
will not be a goddamned queen. I refuse
to take a part of this bloody freak show any longer. I demand you return me back to Antoine, now.”
He approached
me and placed his hands on either side of my abdomen.
Breathing
heavily into my face, he looked down at my swollen baby bump and smiled. “You will not be going anywhere for a long
time my dear.”
From behind
me I could hear movement, and as I turned round, two dark silhouettes took a
firm hold of my arms and held me still.
Xavier stepped in closer to me, and grabbed me by my chin.
“You would be
a foolish girl to try anything stupid.
There will be no rescues, no saviours, nothing. You are here for good, and once you give
birth to the child, you will be reborn.
The sooner you accept this, the easier it will be for both you and the
child when the time comes to hand him over to the Nightwalkers,”
“What? No... No one is taking my child from me,” I
spat at him.
“A deal is a
deal, little dark one.”
“Oh my God,
there is no way in hell you are taking my baby from me,” I screamed as I
struggled to break free from the grip of the shadows.
“Ah, but you
see, you are in hell, and it’s the way of hell,” he laughed. “Take her below,” he instructed the two
shadows holding me.
I pulled
against them and managed to free my arm.
I went to hit him, but before my eyes he evaporated and then appeared
again in front of me, smiling. “Silly
little half-breed,” he snarled at me, and took hold of my neck and pushed me
forward.
Remembering
the time I had been kept here, I knew there was no point in resisting. I walked on through the dimly lit corridor,
hearing the familiar sounds of faint screams and pleading. Gritting my teeth, I fought against the urge
to shout an array of obscenities at my guards.
Instead, I focused on the tunnel and the light at the end. Stepping down to avoid my head hitting the
beam above me, I was led down a narrow spiral staircase.
I was
surprised to be met by Mara. She smiled
gleefully at me, unaware of how much I hated her at that precise moment, and if
it had not been for my ‘delicate constitution’ I would have lunged at her and
ripped her head off. So, dreaming of a
time that I would carry out that thought had to be enough for me and enough to
take me through the awful situation.
“Giselle, you
seem flushed,” she commented. “Maybe you
ought to rest. A woman in your condition
must take all the rest she can get.
Come, we have prepared refreshments in your chamber.”
Mara was
tall, with the longest blonde curls I had ever seen, but she looked like a
shadow of what she might have been in another life. Her pale skin and dark circles reminded me of
how dreadful you become when you cross over to the darkness. She seemed to move as though she was floating
on air. Her long flowing silk dress
covered her feet, but it hung low on her back, revealing thick red scars around
her shoulder blades, and continued down to the centre of her spine, only
stopping where the dress covered her lower back.
We followed
her until we came to a set of doors. She
clapped her hands and one of the guards released his grip on me and moved to
the door, opening it for us to enter.
“Come,” Mara
instructed me.
Inside me,
the familiar feelings of nerves and queasiness overcame me, and I felt my heart
pound in my chest. I was astonished at
what met me when I walked into the room.
The room was
like something out of a period drama.
The walls were covered in red flocked wallpaper, the hardwood floor
covered by an oriental styled rug, and, to my surprise, two large windows were
dressed with heavy swags and thick layers of suedette
and lace. A large ornate fire surround
had candelabra on both ends, and a clock sat on the mantle, chiming.
I stood in
the centre of the room, trying to take it all in. This was nothing like the conditions I had
been kept in before. This was opulent,
and that confused me, but before I could say anything someone from behind me
cleared his throat, and, turning around, I was met by an unfamiliar man.